Days to make changes.Tuesday, October 04, 2011
I don't know why i feel very down DOWN these 2, 3 days. I don't will say that i don't befriend and don't get friends with others cause in a real life, i got lots of lovely friends at school and so at home. Plus my blogger friends are also my loyal friends. They made my life cheers with their presence.They're my truly best friends. My life will becoming very lonely without you, people! :')
But, the lonely situation comes from where? Hidup di dalam kota metropolitan, tapi tetap sahaja sunyi. Books, lappy and internet and some those junk food peneman setia di kala sunyi if i'm not go anywhere on that lonely time.
Only me myself can face that? Or maybe only me can imagine and face what i do face right now? Perhaps! Only God knows what's true feeling.
The saddest moments will be forgotten for awhile if enjoy the best scenery.
Many people said live in a lovely situation is fun, but i don't really agree with that cause through my experience, once i live in such that situation, i can feel how bored to stay and keep staying in that uncool lonely life! Hidup seperti tidak bermakna jikalau terus-terusan berada di dalam kesunyian. What not if we do some enjoyable things awhile? Then, nikmat hidup baru boleh dinimati dan dirasai! :)
Mama, Abah and my eldest sister were at London in the middle of 2010.
In my opinion, travelling is the best leisure activities when we feel lonely, silent and bored with the surrounding around us. Even though travelling will burn our money sepantas kilat, but at least, we get fun and we feel enjoy with the moments. That's enough fun for me.
How i wish i could go where the place of Mama, Abah and Kk Putri were been. I can cool down myself there, migrate to a new different place that i've never been in such that beautiful place, wanna get a new experience cause i can take my past experiences and mistakes as my lessons to be more kind good girl. I wanna everything and anything about mine will be changed very soon! But i know it might not be changed as fast as the lightning :/ It takes times and it needs sacrifice. Sanggup ke aku berkorban apa sahaja buat diri sendiri? Of course! I'm sure i can do what i'm gonna do. Insha-Allah!
Entahlah, i feel the lonely situation can't go away from us. More we go away from that situation, more it comes approach us.
P/S: As we all know, you and me maybe feel so lonely at this time, but at the same time, the PMR Candidates will not feel like we feel right now. Because they'd sit for PMR Examination in this week and that's mean they'll be accompanied by those easy and hard questions from many subjects and papers. I wish you all the best and do your best. (i know i'm one of PMR Candidates, but i don't sit for that examination because the learning system of my school in Indonesia is totally different with Malaysia) (my school examination is be called as International Baccalaureate Examination) (i do keep study hard for the next exam that'll be held on next month) (do pray for me too yeah) Harap Maklum teman-teman.